Round 4 - Half Way There

After today there are only four more to go - only. The fatigue is becoming more pronounced and my weight continues to go up, and up. I'm still working, writing the dissertation, and working on a paper, but joke that its a good thing I have to wear ID at work so I can remember what my name is. I think I need to add an "If found return to ...." message on the back. Everything is harder, the poor puppy is getting shorter and slower walks. Good thing her grandpa is around a lot to take over the walking duties. Missed one day of work last round, we'll see how this time goes. Got to keep an eye on that leave. Haven't done FMLA paperwork, and hope I won't have to, but I suppose it's good to know it's there just in case. 

Of course the upcoming furlough may work in my favor as far as leave goes, but I can't really afford the pay cut. These out-of pocket expenses are starting to add up, but I've gotten a pretty eclectic collection of head scarves thanks to some friends and family. Everything from leopard print to pink to Bronco's colors. For once I can actually color coordinate my wardrobe. Wonder if there is someplace to donate these things once I'm done?

Red blood cell count was borderline this time. Also had low platelet count but Dr B gave the go ahead for the chemo. Really didn't want to get off schedule so while I expect the fatigue to come hard and fast I would rather move on than wait longer. Will be sure to force the fluids, bran, and prune juice to keep things moving this time. I feel like a woman twice my age and my diet sure looks like it. Have to limit eating raw veggies due to neutropenia and supposed to stay away from empty calories, but these days I really only listen to the carb cravings. Mmm tortillas .... time to try to eat something I think.